I always thought that Elijah,when he seeks Godon the mountainand finds him notin the powerful windor the earthquakeor the firebut in the gentle whisper,that he was teaching us to be stillto hear Him.And that is true,but I realize now it is more,it is about who He is.He's not what we expect.He's not weilding lightning boltsand … Continue reading Gentle

Faith is a funny thing..

Faithis a funny thing.I still doubtthat he is even there.No matter how many signsit is never enough.Jesus saidthat an adulterous generationasks for a sign.Faith isn't going to workthat way.Faith is the hopein things not yet seen.It's trusting in the invisible.It isn't about gathering enough evidenceor experienceto prove he is there.God will hide himselfthat we might … Continue reading Faith is a funny thing..

Broken in the Light

In a dream onceI knew I was dreamingso I venturedfrom the storylineand entered a cave.Deep withinwas a mirrorand I wanted to see myself,what I was likein this deep, inner place.What I saw was twisted,my body set in shadows,scarredand dry and wiltinglike a plant,head hanging down,eyes empty and glazed.I have seen him since,in those momentstaken off … Continue reading Broken in the Light